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  Jase turned back to the soft click of the other door handle.

  The creature that emerged struck him dumb. Literally. He could not have formed a coherent word and spoken at that instant even if the fate of the free world hung in the balance. His body instantaneously warmed and his stomach did a slow, hard roll, then another. Her sultry musky scent infiltrated his senses and attacked him like a lethal virus. His mouth went dry.

  Holy Mother.

  Big jade-colored eyes that slanted upward at the corners reminded him of a feral cat. A sleek, black feral cat. Boldly, she stared unwaveringly at him. Her cool indifference was unsettling. Straight hair so black it almost looked blue hung like a veil around her heart-shaped face. The delicate nostrils of her short aquiline nose flared, and her ruby red lips parted just enough to reveal brilliant white teeth.

  Jase couldn’t help it. His eyes traveled from her ethereal face down that long slender neck to breasts so full and creamy they reminded him of caramel apples. He bet they were fake. They had to be. She wasn’t wearing a bra, her nipples stiffened as he stared, and he knew for tits that perfect to sit up that firm and that high they had to have had some help.

  She extended a slender hand, the nails perfectly manicured and real, not those fake red claw jobs the hookers favored.

  “Sergeant Vaughn? Jade Devereaux, proprietress of Callahan’s. How many I help you?”

  You can help me by relieving this boner.

  ALSO BY KARIN TABKE

  Good Girl Gone Bad

  Skin

  Pocket Books

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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2008 by Karin Tabke

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Tabke, Karin.

  Jaded / by Karin Tabke.

  p. cm.

  I. Title.

  PS3620A255J33 2008

  813’.6—dc22

  ISBN-13: 978-1-4165-6623-6

  ISBN-10: 1-4165-6623-6

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  To Jeff. You are in my heart always. Don’t ever forget it.

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Right off the bat I’d like to thank Sergeant Jim Conley for being a gentleman, friend, and a great homicide detective source to tap into. You went beyond the call of duty to answer my many questions, and I cannot thank you enough. To his wife, Patty: thanks a million for lending me your hubby. Dinner is at our place next time!

  To my friend Liz Iannacone, for her insight and expertise in child psychology. My bad guy is sufficiently twisted because of you.

  To Megan McKeever, thank you for “getting” Jase and Jade. And thank you for making Jaded stronger.

  And always, to my husband, thank you so much for all of those times in the past when I asked, “Honey, what would a cop do in this situation?” or “What is the procedure for…?” And thank you in advance for the many more cop questions that you will undoubtedly take time out of your day to answer for me. I love you.

  CONTENTS

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  CHAPTER 14

  Saturday, 11:32 p.m.

  Callahan’s

  “Touch me again, Mr. Townsend, and I’ll cut your balls off and shove them so far down your throat you’ll choke to death.”

  “My lovely Jade, is that any way for a lady to talk to a gentleman?” Townsend asked.

  Jade smiled, the gesture not true enough to part her lips. She cocked her head back and to the side. Andrew Townsend’s glassy eyes dropped to her chest. Though the smooth fabric of her sapphire-colored Chanel sheath dress covered her from neck to knees, the jersey hugged her curves like a taut second skin, detailing in sexy silhouette exactly what lay beneath. Its sole purpose was to tease. And Townsend was worthy prey. From the moment he picked her up at the club earlier that evening, his eyes, and hands, had strayed. She’d been hard-pressed to keep his groping at bay and her composure intact.

  For the first time in many years, she felt the urge to turn around and walk out the double teakwood doors of the club—and keep walking. But that was impossible. Instead she swept her eyelids low and maintained her even breathing pattern.

  “Mr. Townsend, you are not my definition of a gentleman.”

  He grabbed her elbow in a quick movement that surprised her. With the amount of scotch he’d consumed she doubted he had it in him. He was not a nice man sober, but lit up as he was now, he was downright belligerent. She’d parried her fair share of rudeness from men in her day, but Townsend was driven by something more than the alcohol tonight. A man used to naming his price for whatever commodity he fancied at the moment was not getting his way, and as his kind often did, he resorted to bullying tactics.

  “I don’t know what your definition is, honey, and it doesn’t matter.” He yanked her against his chest, his scotch-soaked breath mingling with the garlic of their dinner earlier that evening. “I’ve paid for you lock, stock, and barrel, now I want what’s coming to me.”

  Her back stiffened. Not wanting to create a scene that could ultimately cost her other exclusive members, Jade relaxed against him, giving him a taste of what he so desperately craved, and would never get. It was fair play in her mind, and she was not one to not exact a little revenge. Besides, if Townsend didn’t come back in the hopes of one day landing her in bed, she’d failed in her job. In his heated pursuit he would return again, and again. She pressed her full breasts to the fine cotton of his tailored shirt. “You’ve paid my price—for dinner and conversation, Mr. Townsend. There are no fringe benefits.”

  “You’re a prick tease.”

  Jade laughed slow, the sound low and husky. She knew from experience the sound poured over a man like warm honey over a fresh-baked biscuit. A laugh she had been told could wheedle a priest from the pulpit. As intended, it garnered an immediate result. She felt him rise against her hip, his minimal package jabbing into her like a boning knife.

  Men were so easily distracted and so easily led. And she was eternally grateful for that fact. Were it not true she would no doubt be working much harder for far less pay than what she garnered here at Callahan’s. When she thought of the consequences of a nine-to-five job she reined in her temper. “I resent that remark, sir. I explained the nature of our date. If I remember correctly, you were rather intrigued to not go beyond my boundaries. You said, ‘Why should I have to pay for something my wife gives me for free?’”

  His dark eyes morphed into a hard glare. “I lied.”

  Jade pressed her hips against his erection, smiled wider, and then pulled her arm from his grasp and stepped back. “I didn’t. Now, please excuse me.”

  “You’ll regret this!” he called to her retreating back.

  Jade didn’t hesitate in her long sanguine stroll to her small office just past the long bar, the hidden door resembling another polished wooden panel. She smiled grac
iously at the couples whose heads turned at Townsend’s outburst, as if it were a normal annoying occurrence.

  “Mr. Townsend, a Glenlivet on the house,” Mac, her bar manager, said. He’d no doubt witnessed the entire ugly exchange. Mac was a good man. He stood quiet sentry over the bar, and on the very few and very unpleasant occasions when a member became unmanageable, he maneuvered them as seamlessly as he uncorked one of the vintage bottles of wine for which Callahan’s was known. He was their guardian angel.

  Jade made a mental note to reward Mac once again for his ability to redirect a man’s desires.

  In these days and times it was becoming increasingly difficult to keep her “dates” in the neutral zone she had constructed around herself. The private nature of Callahan’s was becoming less private.

  It was rumored that Jack Morton, the new owner, was strapped for cash, and so instead of culling the applicants who had the necessary funds to buy in but lacked the pedigree, he ballooned the application fee, as well as the annual membership dues, and rewarded the mongrel’s thirst for social status with a provisional membership. Andrew Townsend was one such member. The man inherited several car dealerships from his father, and spent the profits like a sailor on leave.

  And because it was Andrew Townsend, and because he only understood one language, she had been more than willing to tell him exactly, in words he understood, what she would do if he pursued her.

  Yes, times were changing at Callahan’s. And armed with that knowledge, Jade consoled herself. She could roll with the change. Once a chameleon always a chameleon. She’d always been able to adjust her color to any palette. It’s what kept her alive.

  And if her time ran out here? She’d pull out and make stake somewhere else.

  “Jade,” a soft voice asked from the darkened corner next to her office door.

  Jade’s demeanor instantly softened, and she smiled at Genevieve, a girl not much older than her little sister, Tina. “Do you need something, sweetie?” she asked.

  Genny nodded, her thick golden blonde hair bobbing under the low lights. “I need to ask you a favor. Can we—”

  “Well, now, look at Goldilocks,” Townsend slurred as he stepped between the two women. He turned dark eyes on Jade, then looked at Genny. “I bet you like to show your appreciation, doncha, honey pie?”

  “Mr. Townsend, in your current state, I don’t think—”

  “It’s okay, Jade,” Genny interrupted. She bestowed a huge smile on the drunk, linking her arm with his. “Jade has told me all about you, Mr. Townsend. I think I remember her telling me you were an avid football fan. I love football.”

  Jade made a motion to stop Genny, but was warned off with a sharp nod from the girl. Jade held back, and not for the first time. She could control what happened in the club, but what members and employees did on their own time? That she had no control of.

  Several hours later, tired and feeling uncharacteristically lonely, Jade made her way to the private parking lot behind Callahan’s. Her feet were sore, her patience drawn as taut as a trip wire, and her sudden fatigue settled deep in her bones. She wanted to sleep for a month, putting her life on hold. She sighed. She’d have to settle for a soak in her tub with the spa jets full blast on her back.

  Holding the keys to her BMW, she clicked the lock fob, the sound of the popping locks sounding strange in the empty lot. The headlights glowed eerily. She shivered, the seclusion unnerving, and looked up to see several spotlights out near her car. She made a mental note to call Ernesto, her maintenance man, when she got in later that night.

  “Are you too busy for me now, Miss Jade?”

  The fine hair on the back of her neck spiked. Warning bells shrilled. Turning slowly around, her back to the driver-side door, her left arm at her side, Jade maneuvered the key in her hand and pressed a button on the small black handle attached to the chain. A four-inch blade popped out.

  “Mr. Townsend? I thought you and Genevieve had a date.”

  He stood a good four inches taller than she, which said a lot about his height. In her heels she stood six feet tall. “Yeah, we did. But she ain’t you.”

  He closed in and pressed the length of his body against hers, the heavy odor of scotch mixing with the stale gas fumes in the cloying air of the lot.

  She’d survived far worse than anything Andrew Townsend could dish out. Jade notched her head back and looked him square in the eye. “You have an awfully short memory, Mr. Townsend.”

  He laughed, the sound full of self-importance. His bloodshot eyes dipped to her lips. “You have the poutiest lips I ever saw. So full, and lush, and red. Do you know how many times I’ve dreamed of them locked around my dick?”

  His hands rested against her hips and for such a blundering drunk, almost reverently he slid them up her waist. Her skin flinched beneath his touch. Claustrophobia closed in. Her chest tightened. Old memories, memories she’d buried long ago, reared their ugly heads. Spots blurred her vision. Her hands shook.

  “I can be gentle, Jade. I can be whatever you want.” He dipped his head to her hair and inhaled. “You smell so fuck-able.”

  Townsend’s voice yanked her back to the present. A surreal sense of relief flooded her. She could handle Townsend. He was just a horny, drunk, middle-aged man. Jade took a deep cleansing breath. She was safe from the ghosts of her past. She’d been too careful.

  Her vision cleared and Jade looked straight at him and smiled. Townsend’s eyes pleaded with her for relief. She’d seen it a hundred times on as many men. Her reaction was always the same. Cool disdain. And no desire for any physical interaction. On any level.

  Softly, so as not to arouse him further, Jade pushed against his chest with her right hand. “Mr. Townsend. I can’t be bought.”

  His eyes glittered under the low light. Townsend withdrew his hands from her waist and stepped back. Tenuous relief flooded her. Until he retook his step and jammed his fingers into her hair at the temples, digging deep into her scalp. Pain prickled. Her back arched. And her past came crashing into her present. Her fingers wrapped tighter around the key fob. He yanked her hard against him.

  “Then I guess I’ll take what I want for free.”

  CHAPTER

  1

  “Looks like somebody didn’t like this guy much,” Jase Vaughn said, then sipped a fresh cup of coffee. He closed his eyes, savoring the rich taste of the brew. He didn’t know where Abu at the Drive By got his beans, and he didn’t really care. He was just grateful for the fact that every single time he walked into that dive of a gas station the coffee was hot and it was fresh.

  “Ya think?” Vangie Duncan, the crime-scene tech assigned to the scene, said.

  Jase opened his eyes and looked up from his squatting position next to the trussed-up body over to the little blonde tech. “I can see why you graduated top in your class.” He bestowed his most dazzling grin on her and watched the color rise in her cheeks. Maybe later he’d take her out for a beer and see what developed.

  He looked around for a place to set his coffee cup but realized he couldn’t. Instead, he frowned. Fire had done their usual bang-up job decimating a crime scene. Jase took another sip of his coffee. Good thing rigor had set in; otherwise, they’d have left all their shit lying around after they ran a line, cluttering up his scene even more. As it was, they’d left enough debris on the blood-soaked asphalt to fill a small trash bag. Who the hell knew what evidence they’d tracked off.

  He grinned. Payback was a beautiful bitch. Fire didn’t much like standing by for the techs to scrape their boot bottoms for trace evidence.

  Jase looked over his shoulder to the beat cop who’d discovered the body, widening the perimeter. He was chatting with the watch commander, who’d gladly relinquished control of the scene to Jase, now the lead detective, when he’d arrived.

  He’d get to questioning the uniform shortly. He glanced at his watch and noted the time. His partner would be arriving soon. He looked back at the stiff. It looked like they had their wo
rk cut out for them.

  Jase took a closer look at the victim. White male, approximate age forty-five, naked, hog-tied—hands to feet behind his back—and recently entered the life, or as in this case, death, of a eunuch. Jase cringed. The guy’s balls had been whacked, and from what he could tell it looked like the killer used them to shut him up. From the bloodstain under the vic’s hips, it was obvious the mutilation happened on the spot. Whoever did it contained the scene, making it nice and neat.

  A wad of clothes, the vic’s, he presumed, lay in a heap several feet from the body. The only other visible wound from Jase’s angle was a puncture wound under the rib cage on his right side. Maybe a little torture but probably not the wound that killed him. But until the ME had a chance to go over the body, they wouldn’t know for sure. The stiff’s dark eyes had the hard cloudy look of a marble, but even with the dullness of death, petechiae was evident. Jase’s guess was asphyxiation. He stood and shook his head. What a way to go, choking on your own balls. Dayum. Talk about payback.

  He squinted at the late-morning sun, then back to the body, then across it to the tech. “We’ve let the heroes stew long enough. Go get what you can off of Fire’s boots, then get back here.”

  Vangie nodded and stood.

  “And be careful where you walk,” Jase instructed.

  She gave him a look that said, “Do I have ‘stupid’ stamped on my forehead?”

  Jase just grinned. He stood and stretched his long legs. It was near noon on this fine Sunday morning, and while he’d resented the initial phone call interrupting his gym time, now he was grateful. He glanced down at the poor slob trussed up like a holiday pig. Whoever did the guy had a grudge. Jase’s blood warmed to the challenge. He loved to put puzzle pieces together.